roller coster

He cheated, he lied, i cried. I told family, i told friends, its the end and now everything is over.
I move slower. i hurt, i scream, i cuss, i fuss..... i feel so much pain. i love him, i hate him, i make him pay for the pain he caused. he looks sorry, he apologize for all the lies and everything he did wrong.... same song.

I lied, he tried, he kept it inside. it wasnt the end in our sin and he forgave me still. it was his will that made us fight for our passion

i made mistakes, he made mmistakes and we both have what it takes to endure the roller coster of love.

Just a piece of me

In trying times, what is it that you hold on to? Who will be there to listen and not judge? Give out hugs and just pray your pain away for the next day to go in a totally different direction with effection to the next person whom needed that helping hand.... for you or just someone to understand that they dont always want to share their story or swallow their glory because of that hurt. Just a piece of me that wants to be set free from the every day woes of stepping on toes and not knowing which way to turn, allowing someones eyes to burn into my yesterdays.