Wednesday, January 28, 2009

OMG I'm a BOYFRIEND-AHOLIC

so I'm at home on this during this ice storm and I watched Tyra and on her show she had a girl who has never been single. The girl has had 50 boyfriends in her whole life and always needs attention from whom ever she is with!

Omg, that's me!

I can remember all the way back to 1st grade when I had my first boyfriend named Reginald and he dumped me and I moved on to the next.
I have never been single, I don't like it or what to do with it.

When my fiance died, it hurt like hell but a month or so after I had a "friend" and 3 months after that I had a boyfriend, whom I didn't even like and I hung on to him till I got a new boyfriend the next month.

okay so as u can see, there r issues there and I have to address them before I get into another void filling relationship.

1. y am i afraid of being with just me?
2. do i feel this way because my father is not in my life?
3. low selfesteem?
4. haven't gotten over my fiance's death?

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