Justified ( just if I never sinned)

I love my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ but living through Him and for Him is the hardest part of living. It is so easy to think that u are put on this earth to fulfill your every wants and desires but what about the desires of God. After you commit sin, do u stop and think about you have done or do you try to JUSTIFY your actions.Just if I'd never sinned then I would not be here trying to explain to myself that everyone makes mistakes and that I am flesh and flesh is weak. How weak am I?To be the perfect Christian is untouchable but to be an Honest Christian is an Honor. I feel Blessed to know that my struggles are someone else's and someone else's struggles are mine.