Heart Broken

I don't understand why it hurts so bad to be single! You try so hard to live this Godly life and do everything the way God says in the Bible. Be that Proverbs 31 woman, that was my goal but it seems to be unreachable. Guys always talk about wanting a good woman and yet I feel way over-looked! I am a very good woman. I do for myself, I take care of my son, and I will try my hardest to take care of the one I'm with. I DON"T UNDERSTAND!!!!!I watched Maury the other day and this girl brought her boyfriend on there who she had been dating for some time. He took care of her, their bills, their home, and all he wanted from her was to have a baby. She confessed to him that she cheated over 100x with his bestfriend whom she had gotten pregnant by 3 times and had 3 abortions! WHAT THE HECK!!!!Why do I feel like I'm wasting my time waiting and praying for this man I want to one day marry just to get my hopes let down by some jerk who just wants to live in that moment that I dont think is worth sharing with him. I'm tired of waiting, I'm tired of hoping, and I'm tired of praying for this rib cage that my rib is suppose to fit perfectly with!Girls who lay down with dogs get flea's but girls who don't lay down at all get broken hearts and alcers from the anticipation of waiting on her prince to notice she's RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM! Ugh!!!Sincerely,Single Forever